Finally back to blogging after a few months! Wow, time passes really quickly and it's officially term 3 now. So life hasn't been good for me now. It's even worse than expected.Ever since i came back from church camp, everything hasn't been going like it used to be. Why? I found out during church camp that you used to like me. USED TO. That's might be the happiest thing to knowthat your crush liked you back but it's used to, not still do. Heart breaking issue i swear. Devasated after reading her messages. I was happy at fist but when i realise that he didn't anymore, i really didn't know what to say. I was totally lost for words. At first i didn't believe it. but then when i came back to Singapore, everything started to change. The goodnight texts were gone. The swet.conversations were all gone. If only she told me earlier that you liked me back then. I didn't really treasure the moment that i had texting you. Now, we hardly text. Well actually, we don't. I think about every now and then, thinking to myself: "Why must this happen to me?" Life is just so unfair. I just got to accept the fact that i'm not.that important to you like before. And now i don't even know whether i still like you or not. I have been trying to let go of you but i just can't. It is so very hard. You just don't know how much i think about you everyday. I miss the way we used to be. i miss every single moment we had texting each other day after day. People tell me to let go of you, but they obviously don't know how much i've tried to. I just got to move on with life. People change and feelings change. I just got to learn to accept that and everything will be alright i guess. I just want to thank you for being an important person in my life and i will never foget evey moment i had with you.